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Pain.

My mind told me not to bother
My heart will be slaughtered
Am I making the right decision?
Or am I being cut with precision?
Slowly watching the blood run..
An ignorant web of lies spun
As I watch the blade cut...
You look at me as if I were a Slut
because you feel no pain..
We are on a never ending train
Caused by depression
Ran by aggression
My mind told me to run away
No reason to stay
All the hurt and pain
Will eventually grow with disdain.

Love.... Hate.

When I said I loved you,
It must have sounded like I hated you,
When you said I like you more than love,
It sounded like I hate you,
When you said you were committed,
you didnt mean it,
When I said I was committed, I was,
When you doubted me, I thought my world
would crash down around me,
When you hurt me, it did,
Why did you say those things if you really
Didnt mean them?
If you did love me, why did you show hate?

Confused.

I'm so confused,
My mentality bruised.
Causing so much pain,
Taking it all in vain.
Breathing to live, Thinking to give.

What I want most, You wouldn't boast.
The truth you hide, so instead you lied.
No room for relationship here, Not even for one single tear.

Heartbreaker.

Stop pretending you want me,
When youre just going to break my heart,
I want you to commit to a relationship because
if You cant handle it,
youre not worth it.

Boys.

Boys lie,
Boys cheat,
Boys move on without telling their
Girlfriends,
Boys are jerks,
Boys have no pride.

Attitude.

My attitude changed,
when you said you liked me,
My attitude changed,
when you said you loved me,
My attitude changed,
when you lied to me,
YOUR attitude changed,
when I broke up with you.

Me.

Baggy clothes, band shirts,
Heavy music, independent,
Talkative, hard worker,
Crushes, gets crushed,
Im me because of my friends and because I dont care
what people think of me, they dont matter in the long
run. I have my own personality and just because I like
band shirts and baggy clothes doesnt mean a thing.

Isn't It Great?

Isn't it great, how love finds its way to your heart?
Isn't it great, how he grows on you?
Isn't it great, the feeling of forever in his arms?
Isn't it great, how you get lost in his blue eyes?
Isn't it great, that you just realized you can't live without him?

Unknowing.

The fear of unknowing,

Continually growing.

Causing a rage,

Please, don't turn the page.

You caused the pain,

But said I was the blame.

Maliciously tearing me apart,

Scattering pieces of my heart.

Bit by bit I sat and stared,

Alone and scared.

Crying tears of pain,

Still all in vain.


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		Here are some of my poems, i hope you enjoy them!! My creative side...



		Pain. My mind told me not to bother My heart will be slaughtered Am I making the right decision? Or am I being cut with precision? Slowly watching the blood run.. An ignorant web of lies spun As I watch the blade cut... You look at me as if I were a Slut because you feel no pain.. We are on a never ending train Caused by depression Ran by aggression My mind told me to run away No reason to stay All the hurt and pain Will eventually grow with disdain. Love.... Hate. When I said I loved you, It must have sounded like I hated you, When you said I like you more than love, It sounded like I hate you, When you said you were committed, you didnt mean it, When I said I was committed, I was, When you doubted me, I thought my world would crash down around me, When you hurt me, it did, Why did you say those things if you really Didnt mean them? If you did love me, why did you show hate? Confused. I'm so confused, My mentality bruised. Causing so much pain, Taking it all in vain. Breathing to live, Thinking to give. What I want most, You wouldn't boast. The truth you hide, so instead you lied. No room for relationship here, Not even for one single tear. Heartbreaker. Stop pretending you want me, When youre just going to break my heart, I want you to commit to a relationship because if You cant handle it, youre not worth it. Boys. Boys lie, Boys cheat, Boys move on without telling their Girlfriends, Boys are jerks, Boys have no pride. Attitude. My attitude changed, when you said you liked me, My attitude changed, when you said you loved me, My attitude changed, when you lied to me, YOUR attitude changed, when I broke up with you. Me. Baggy clothes, band shirts, Heavy music, independent, Talkative, hard worker, Crushes, gets crushed, Im me because of my friends and because I dont care what people think of me, they dont matter in the long run. I have my own personality and just because I like band shirts and baggy clothes doesnt mean a thing. Isn't It Great? Isn't it great, how love finds its way to your heart? Isn't it great, how he grows on you? Isn't it great, the feeling of forever in his arms? Isn't it great, how you get lost in his blue eyes? Isn't it great, that you just realized you can't live without him? Unknowing. The fear of unknowing, Continually growing. Causing a rage, Please, don't turn the page. You caused the pain, But said I was the blame. Maliciously tearing me apart, Scattering pieces of my heart. Bit by bit I sat and stared, Alone and scared. Crying tears of pain, Still all in vain.



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